I can't believe its been two years since I joined Newgrounds already, and yet I only have like... 3 pieces of uploaded art to my name, 2 of them am not even proud of. When I lurk on random peoples profiles, they always have art in the double to triple digits. Meanwhile mines haven't even gone beyond 5. Also can't believe I called myself an "animator" when all of my animations are either crap, or still a work in progress and I haven't even uploaded ONE fucking animation on here bro, its all on Youtube.

Wish I was more involved more with my creative side, instead of doing nothing but boring ass schoolwork and playing games all day. Since 2025, its felt like the only art I've made is doodles on my schoolwork or the occasional fun stuff to share with my online friends. Not sure if am unmotivated or just lack discipline, but either way I've basically contributed nothing to this website, or anywhere really in a while now.

I wonder if anyone else is going through something similar.